Showing posts with label grace of God. Show all posts
Showing posts with label grace of God. Show all posts

Friday, July 10, 2020

The God of second chances

Mark 16 And when the sabbath was past, Mary Magdalene, and Mary the mother of James, and Salome, had bought sweet spices, that they might come and anoint him.

And very early in the morning the first day of the week, they came unto the sepulchre at the rising of the sun.

And they said among themselves, Who shall roll us away the stone from the door of the sepulchre?

And when they looked, they saw that the stone was rolled away: for it was very great.

And entering into the sepulchre, they saw a young man sitting on the right side, clothed in a long white garment; and they were affrighted.

And he saith unto them, Be not affrighted: Ye seek Jesus of Nazareth, which was crucified: he is risen; he is not here: behold the place where they laid him.

But go your way, tell his disciples and Peter that he goeth before you into Galilee: there shall ye see him, as he said unto you.

And they went out quickly, and fled from the sepulchre; for they trembled and were amazed: neither said they any thing to any man; for they were afraid.

Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils.

10 And she went and told them that had been with him, as they mourned and wept.

11 And they, when they had heard that he was alive, and had been seen of her, believed not.


I don't know why I never really saw this before. I've read it many, many times before. But, for some reason that only God knows, this morning it just seemed to jump off the page. 

After Jesus rose from the dead, 3 women showed up at Jesus' tomb to care for his body, since the customary spices could not be added to the body due to the circumstances. (Jesus died quickly on the cross and due to the fast-approaching sabbath, Joseph of Arimathea received permission to hastily put him in his own tomb.) 

To their utter shock and amazement, these women (Mary Magdeline, Mary the mother of James, and Salome) found the stone rolled away. They had wondered who they could get to move the stone for them, and here it was already moved. This made them understandably nervous.

I can almost see them peeking their heads around the corner to look inside- wondering what they would find. To their further astonishment, they found a man in white clothing calmly sitting inside the tomb of their Lord. What could this mean? Was he a thief? What was this stranger doing sitting in a tomb? Should they approach him? Should they run for help? 

The Angel (for that's what the man was) tries to calm them by saying, "Be not affrighted: Ye seek Jesus of Nazareth, which was crucified: he is risen; he is not here." And to illustrate the point he points them to where Jesus' body had been laid. Now, we know elsewhere in the Gospels, that his grave clothes and the head covering were folded neatly and left there for them to see (John 20:6-7). 

These women had followed Jesus closely. They'd heard his teaching both from him and the others he had told. He'd told people he'd be killed and rise again in three days. So, when the Angel tells them "Jesus is risen", you'd think they'd be jumping for joy, right?

Nope.

When the Angel tells them to go and tell the disciples that Jesus had arose from the dead, what did they do? Did they run to the disciples and say "You're never going to believe this, but...?" Did they happily and tearfully grab passersby on their way to tell the disciples and say, "He's alive! Jesus is alive! Glory to God?" 

Nope. 

And they went out quickly, and fled from the sepulchre; for they trembled and were amazed: neither said they any thing to any man; for they were afraid. 

The Angel had just confirmed that Jesus had indeed told them the truth and had defeated death. But, rather than believing and doing what they had been instructed to do, they quickly got outta there and DISOBEYED the instruction of God given through the Angel. 

Like many of us, lack of understanding brought fear, and fear caused them to disobey the God they loved.

Did a lightning bolt fly from the sky and destroy them? 

Did a loud voice from heaven rebuke them and cause the ground to open and destroy them?

No.

Many times when the Lord tells us to do something, fear rises up and asks questions: "What's happening? This is so far out of what I've ever experienced. Am I crazy? What if I do obey the Angel? (Is that what he truly was?) What if I mess it up? What if I use the wrong words? What if they reject the message- or even worse- me? What if...?" 

Spiritual things are not understood well by the flesh. Just like us, these women were human. Flesh fears what it doesn't understand. Flesh balks at stepping out of the norm. 

Rather than rebuking these wayward and sinning women, the Lord tugged on their heart. "Trust me, child. Go and do what I said. If you don't believe what you saw the first time, go and have another look at the grave."

How do I know?

Mark 16: 9-11

Now when Jesus was risen early the first day of the week, he appeared first to Mary Magdalene, out of whom he had cast seven devils.

10 And she went and told them that had been with him, as they mourned and wept.

11 And they, when they had heard that he was alive, and had been seen of her, believed not.

Later, in the same chapter we started in, Mary makes her way back to the tomb. Evidently, the Lord was dealing with her heart. She couldn't shake what she'd seen. She couldn't shake what she'd heard. But, she was afraid. So, just to be sure, she made her way back to the tomb. 

This time, she didn't meet an Angel. This time she met the Lord himself! This time she flew back to the disciples to tell them the good news! 

And God smiled.

He'd asked once to no avail. But, this time, because she went back to the place of her calling, the Lord himself met her. He didn't have to tell her this time to go tell. No, she took off to go and obey her first instructions! 

A scared child of God was now converted to a believing and obedient one. And he smiled.

So, my friend, wherever you are. Whatever you've been told by God to do. I know you're scared. Jesus knows you're afraid. Jesus never asks us to do anything that cannot be done through him. But, it's not easy for the flesh to agree to possibly be made a fool of.  

But, if you'll just go back to the place of your calling (spiritually), he'll meet you there. He's perfect love and he'll cast out your fear. Then, you won't worry about what others may think or how others may act. You'll be so excited because you've been with the master that you can't wait to go and do what he told you to. 

When she arrived to tell what she was told to tell, the disciples DID NOT BELIEVE her. But, it didn't matter to her. She knew the truth because she'd been with Jesus.

So, go back and meet with Jesus. He'll forgive you for not obeying the first time. He'll give you a fresh experience of his love. And then, you won't worry about other's reactions because you know you've been with the Master- and he's the God of second chances. 

And one thing we all need sometimes is a second chance.

 

Thursday, June 4, 2020

What I deserve!

Dear Lord, 
                  I've been born again now for nearly 29 years and called to preach for 22 years. In that time, I've had many ups and downs. But, overall, I feel I've served you well. I've held firm to the truths of Acts 2:38, holiness, and the oneness of God. I've reached out to others with truth and love. I've withstood and stood against false teachings. On top of this, I've worked very hard to try and care for my family as you've instructed me. 
               So, Lord, I don't understand. Why have you allowed me to suddenly be jobless? Why am I sending out resumes for jobs I could do and not even getting a nibble? Why am I not even able to get unemployment, when everyone else is gaining extra unemployment at this time? Why have you allowed me and my wife to be afflicted with the health issues we have? 
              I deserve better than this, don't I? Is this how I'm to be rewarded for all my hard work, sacrifices, prayer, study, fasting, tolerating all the crazy people I've had to deal with? 
              I feel I deserve at least an answer, don't I? 
                                        In Jesus name, your servant,
                                                                                    Mike


Ever find yourself praying like this?

This is a true representation of my current situation. So, I do need your prayers. 

It is not, however, a true representation of my prayers. 

Everything I do, or will ever do, is done "as unto the Lord." It is a form of praising my Lord for all he has done for me and my family. When I was working, it was a labor of love to try and support the family he's blessed me with. When I study now, it's to learn more about God and his ways. When I pray, yes I give him my needs, but it's because I know who the supplier is! 

But, I thank God, that though I do not like my current circumstances, I still have what we need. I thank God that we have clothes on our backs, food in our bellies, vehicles to take us where we need to go, and a place to rest our heads. 

More than this, though, I thank God I don't get what I deserve! 

Because what I deserve is hellfire! 

What I deserve is for God to turn away from me and never look back! To, let me be kicked out of my home, lose my vehicle, and have no way to feed my family. I don't even deserve my family! 

The very fact that I am alive, breathing, in my right mind, and learning and growing in Jesus is a testament to HIS grace and mercy! 

I've done NOTHING to deserve calvary! I've done nothing to deserve his spirit within me! I've done nothing to deserve his mercy or his grace!

Every good action I've ever done is not a testament to me or my righteousness. Rather, it's a testament to Jesus working in and through me. It's all about HIS blood, HIS truth, HIS spirit, and never about me!

God help me to stay humble and not to revel in the ways you've allowed me to stand. Help me to point my entire being directed at you and never to be tempted to believe that I deserve even ONE thing from you or life because of what YOU gave me the strength to do or stand for. 

So, I don't know where our next meal is coming from, but he does. I don't know where my next dollar is coming from, but he does. I don't know what his next job for me to do is, but he does. I don't know what tomorrow holds for us, but he has it all under control. 

Thank you Jesus for your love, your mercy, and your grace. Thank you for your blood your spirit, and your name! Thank you that you know right where we are and that you hold tomorrow and it's challenges and provisions. 

Thank you for NOT giving me what I deserve.

And every creature which is in heaven, and on the earth, and under the earth, and such as are in the sea, and all that are in them, heard I saying, Blessing, and honour, and glory, and power, be unto him that sitteth upon the throne, and unto the Lamb for ever and ever. -Revelations 5:13